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  So when the chores were finished, and supper done, when the children tucked up for the night, he took her hand.

  “Will you walk out with me, lovely Brannaugh? For it’s a fine night.”

  How often, she wondered, had he said those words to her when he wooed her—when she tried flicking him away like a gnat in the air?

  Now, she simply got her shawl—a favorite Teagan had made her—wrapped it around her shoulders. She glanced at Kathel lying by the fire.

  Watch the babes for me, she told him, and let Eoghan draw her out into the cool, damp night.

  “Rain’s coming,” she said. “Before morning.”

  “Then we’re lucky, aren’t we, to have the night.” He laid a hand over her belly. “All’s well?”

  “It is. He’s a busy little man, always on the move. Much like his father.”

  “We’re well set, Brannaugh. We could pay for a bit of help.”

  She slanted him a look. “Do you have complaints about the state of the house, the children, the food on the table?”

  “I don’t have a one, not for a single thing. I watched my mother work herself to bones.” As he spoke he rubbed the small of her back, as if he knew of the small, nagging ache there. “I wouldn’t have it of you, aghra.”

  “I’m well, I promise you.”

  “Why are you sad?”

  “I’m not.” A lie, she realized, and she never lied to him. “A little. Carrying babies makes a woman a bit daft from time to time, as you should know. Didn’t I weep buckets when carrying Brin when you brought in the cradle you’d made? Wept as if the world was ending.”

  “From joy. This isn’t joy.”

  “There is joy. Only today I stood here, looking at our children, feeling the next move in me, thinking of you, and of the life we have. Such joy, Eoghan. How many times did I say no to you when you asked me to be yours?”

  “Once was too many.”

  She laughed, though the tears rose up in her throat. “But you would ask again, and again. You wooed me with song and story, with wildflowers. Still, I told you I would be no man’s wife.”

  “None but mine.”

  “None but yours.”

  She breathed in the night, the scent of the gardens, the forest, the hills. She breathed in what had become home, knowing she would leave it for the home of childhood, and for destiny.

  “You knew what I was, what I am. And still, you wanted me—not the power, but me.”

  Knowing that meant all the world to her, and knowing it had opened the heart she’d determined to keep locked.

  “And when I could no longer stop myself from loving you, I told you all there is, all of it, refusing you again. But you asked again. Do you remember what you said to me?”

  “I’ll say it to you again.” He turned to her, took her hands as he had on the day years before. “You’re mine, and I am yours. All that you are, I’ll take. All that I am, I’ll give. I’ll be with you, Brannaugh, Dark Witch of Mayo, through fire and flood, through joy and grief, through battle and through peace. Look in my heart, for you have that power. Look in me, and know love.”

  “And I did. And I do. Eoghan.” She pressed against him, burrowed into him. “There is such joy.”

  But she wept.

  He stroked, soothed, then eased her away to see her face in the pale moonlight. “We must go back. Go back to Mayo.”

  “Soon. Soon. I’m sorry—”

  “No.” He touched his lips to hers, stilled her words. “You will not say so to me. Did you not hear my words?”

  “How could I know? Even when you spoke them, when I felt them capture my heart, how could I know I would feel like this? I would wish with all I am to stay, just stay. To be here with you, to leave all the rest behind and away. And I can’t. I can’t give us that. Eoghan, our children.”

  “Nothing will touch them.” Again he laid a hand on her belly. “Nothing and no one. I swear it.”

  “You must swear it, for when the time comes I must leave them and face Cabhan with my brother and sister.”

  “And with me.” He gripped her shoulders as fire and fierceness lit his eyes. “Whatever you face, I face.”

  “You must swear.” Gently she drew his hands back down to her belly where their son kicked. “Our children, Eoghan, you must swear to protect them above all. You and Teagan’s man must protect them against Cabhan. I could never do what I must do unless I know their father and their uncle guard and protect them. As you love me, Eoghan, swear it.”

  “I would give my life for you.” He rested his brow on hers, and she felt his struggle—man, husband, father. “I swear to you, I would give my life for our children. I will swear to protect them.”

  “I am blessed in you.” She lifted his hands from her belly to her lips. “Blessed in you. You would not ask me to stay?”

  “All that you are,” he reminded her. “You took an oath, and that oath is mine as well. I am with you, mo chroi.”

  “You are the light in me.” On a sigh, she rested her head on his shoulder. “The light that shines in our children.”

  She would use all she was to protect that light, all that came from it, and at last, at last, vanquish the dark.

  • • •

  SHE BIDED, TAKING EACH DAY, HOLDING IT CLOSE. WHEN HER children rested, when the one inside her insisted she rest as well, she sat by the fire with her mother’s spell book. Studied, added her own spells, her own words and thoughts. This, she knew, she would pass down as she passed the amulet. To her children, and to the child who came from her who would carry the purpose of the Dark Witch should she and Eamon, Teagan fail.

  Their mother had sworn they—or their blood—would destroy Cabhan. She had seen, with her own eyes, one of their blood from another time, had spoken to him. And she dreamed of another, a woman with her name, who wore the amulet she wore now, who was, as she was, one of three.

  Sorcha’s three would have children, and they would have children in turn. So the legacy would continue, and the purpose with it, until it was done. She would not, could not, turn away from it.

  She would not, could not, turn away from the stirrings in her own blood as summer drew down.

  But she had children to tend, a home to tend in turn, animals to feed and care for, a garden to harvest, the little goat to milk. Neighbors and travelers to heal and help.

  And magicks, bright, bright magicks, to preserve.

  So with her children napping—and oh, Brin had put up a battle heroic against closing his eyes—she stepped outside for a breath.

  And saw her sister, her bright hair braided down her back, walking up the path with a basket.

  “You must have heard me wishing for your company, for I’m after some conversation with someone more than two years of age.”

  “I’ve brown bread, for I baked more than enough. And I was yearning for you as well.”

  “We’ll have some now, as I’m hungry every minute of every day.” Laughing, Brannaugh opened her arms to her sister.

  Teagan, so pretty with her hair like sunlight, her eyes like the bluebells their mother had prized.

  Brannaugh gathered her close—then immediately drew her back again.

  “You’re with child!”

  “And you couldn’t give me the chance to say so to you myself?” Glowing, beaming, Teagan grabbed hold for another strong embrace. “I was only just sure of it this morning. I waked, and I knew there was life in me. I haven’t told Gealbhan, for I needed first to tell you. And to be sure of it, absolutely sure. Now I am. I’m babbling like a brook. I can’t stop.”

  “Teagan.” Brannaugh’s eyes welled as she kissed her sister’s cheeks, as she remembered the little girl who’d wept on that dark morning so long ago. “Blessed be, deirfiúr bheag. Come inside. I’ll make you some tea, something good for you and the life in you.”

  “I want to tell Gealbhan,” she said as she went in with Brannaugh, took off her shawl. “By the little stream where he first kissed me. And then tell
Eamon he’ll again be an uncle. I want music and happy voices. Will you and Eoghan bring the children this evening?”

  “We will, of course, we will. We’ll have music and happy voices.”

  “I miss Ma. Oh, it’s foolish, I know, but I want to tell her. I want to tell Da. I’m holding a life inside me, one that came from them. Was it so with you?”

  “Aye, each time. When Brin came, and then my own Sorcha, I saw her for a moment, just for a moment. I felt her, and Da as well. I felt them there when my babes loosed their first cry. There was joy in that, Teagan, and sorrow. And then . . .”

  “Tell me.”

  Her gray eyes full of that joy, that sorrow, Brannaugh folded her hands over the child within her. “The love is so fierce, so full. That life that you hold, not in your womb, but in your arms? The love that comes over you? You think you know, then you do, and what you thought you knew is pale and weak against what is. I know what she felt for us now. What she and Da felt for us. You’ll know it.”

  “Can it be more than this?” Teagan pressed a hand to her middle. “It feels so huge already.”

  “It can. It will.” Brannaugh looked out at the trees, at the rioting gardens. And her eyes went to smoke.

  “This son in you, he will not be the one, though he’ll be strong and quick to power. Nor will the son that comes from you after him. The daughter, the third, she is the next. She will be your one of the three. Fair like you, kind in her heart, quick in her mind. You will call her Ciara. One day she will wear the sign our mother made for you.”

  Suddenly light-headed, Brannaugh sat. Teagan rushed over to her.

  “I’m well; I’m fine. It came over me so quick I wasn’t ready. I’m a bit slower these days.” She patted Teagan’s hand.

  “I never looked. I didn’t think to.”

  “Why should you think to? You’ve a right simply to be happy. I wouldn’t have spoiled that for all the worlds.”

  “You haven’t. How could you spoil anything by telling me I’ll have a son, and another, and a daughter? No, sit as you are. I’ll finish the tea.”

  They both glanced toward the door as it opened.

  “Sure he has the nose for fresh bread, has Eamon,” Teagan said as their brother walked in with his brown hair tousled, as always, around a heartbreakingly handsome face.

  With a grin he sniffed the air like a hound. “I’ve a nose, for certain, but didn’t need it to make my way here. You’ve enough light swirling around the place to turn up the moon. If you’re after doing a spell so bright, you might’ve told me.”

  “We weren’t conjuring. Only talking. We’re having a bit of a céili at the cabin this evening. And you can keep Brannaugh company when I leave, so I can have time to tell Gealbhan he’s to be a father.”

  “As there’s bread fresh, I can— A father is it?” Eamon’s bold blue eyes filled with delight. “There’s some happy news.” He plucked Teagan off her feet, gave her a swing, then another when she laughed. He set her down in a chair, kissed her, then grinned at Brannaugh. “I’d do the same with you, but it’s like to break my back, as you’re big as a mountain.”

  “Don’t think you’ll be adding my jam to that bread.”

  “A beautiful mountain. One who’s already given me a handsome nephew and a charming niece.”

  “That might get you a dollop.”

  “Gealbhan will be overjoyed.” Gently, as he was always gentle with Teagan, he brushed his fingers down her cheek. “You’re well then, are you, Teagan?”

  “I feel more than wonderful. I’m likely to cook a feast, which will suit you, won’t it?”

  “It will, aye, it will.”

  “And you need to be finding the woman to suit you,” Teagan added, “for you’d make a fine father.”

  “I’m more than fine with the two of you providing the children so I can be the happy uncle.”

  “She’s hair like fire, eyes like the sea in storms, and a shimmer of power of her own.” Brannaugh sat back, rubbing a hand over the mound of her belly. “It comes in waves these days. Some from him, I’m thinking—he’s impatient.” Then she smiled. “It’s good seeing the woman who’d take you, Eamon. Not just for a tumble, but for the fall.”

  “I’m not after a woman. Or not one in particular.”

  Teagan reached out, laid a hand on his. “You think, and always have, you’re not to have a woman, a wife, as you’ve sisters to protect. You’re wrong, and always have been. We are three, Eamon, and both of us as able as you. When you love, you’ll have no say in it.”

  “Don’t be arguing with a woman who carries a child, especially a witch who does,” Brannaugh said lightly. “I never looked for love, but it found me. Teagan waited for it, and it found her. You can run from it, mo dearthair. But find you it will.

  “When we go home.” Her eyes filled again. “Ah, curse it, I’m watering up every time I take a breath it seems. This you have to look to, Teagan. The moods come and go as they will.”

  “You felt it as well.” Now Eamon laid a hand on Brannaugh’s so the three were joined. “We’re going home, and soon.”

  “At the next moon. We must leave on the next full moon.”

  “I hoped it would wait,” Teagan murmured. “I hoped it would wait until you’re finished birthing, though I knew in my head and my heart it would not wait.”

  “I will birth this son in Mayo. This child will be born at home. And yet . . . This is home as well. Not for you,” she said to Eamon. “You’ve waited, you’ve bided, you’ve stayed, but your heart, your mind, your spirit is ever there.”

  “We were told we would go home again. So I waited. The three, the three that came from us. They wait as well.” Eamon ran his fingers over the blue stone he wore around his neck. “We’ll see them again.”

  “I dream of them,” Brannaugh said. “Of the one who shares my name, and the others as well. They fought and they failed.”

  “They will fight again,” Teagan said.

  “They gave him pain.” A fierce light came into Eamon’s eyes. “He bled, as he bled when the woman named Meara, the one who came with Connor of the three, struck him with her sword.”

  “He bled,” Brannaugh agreed. “And he healed. He gathers again. He pulls in power from the dark. I can’t see where, how, but feel only. I can’t see if we will change what’s to come, if we can and will end him. But I see them, and know if we cannot, they will fight again.”

  “So we go home, and find the way. So they who come from us won’t fight alone.”

  Brannaugh thought of her children, sleeping upstairs. Safe, innocent still. And the children of her children’s children, in another time, in Mayo. Neither safe, she thought, nor innocent.

  “We will find the way. We will go home. But tonight, for tonight, we’ll feast. We’ll have music. And we three will give thanks to all who came before us for the light. For the lives,” she said, with a hand light on his sister’s belly, and one on her own.

  “And tomorrow.” Eamon stood. “We begin to end what took the lives of our father, of our mother.”

  “Will you bide with Brannaugh? I would speak with Gealbhan now.”

  “Give him only the joy today.” Brannaugh rose with her sister. “Tomorrow is soon enough for the rest. Take today for joy alone, for time is so short.”

  “I will.” She kissed her sister, her brother. “Eoghan must bring his harp.”

  “Be sure he will. We’ll fill the wood with music and send it flying over the hills.”

  She sat again when Teagan left, and Eamon nudged her tea toward her. “Drink it. You’re pale.”

  “A bit tired. Eoghan knows. I’ve talked with him, and he’s ready to leave—leave all he built here. I never thought it would be hard to go back. Never knew I would be torn in two ways.”

  “Gealbhan’s brothers will tend the land here, for you and for Teagan.”

  “Aye, and it’s a comfort. Not for you, the land here it’s never been for you.” Here again was sorrow and joy mixed into
one. “You will stay in Mayo, whatever comes. I can’t see what we will do, Eoghan and I, the children. But Teagan will come back here, that I see clear. This is her place now.”

  “It is,” he agreed. “She will ever be a dark witch of Mayo, but her home and heart are for Clare.”

  “How will it be for us, Eamon, not to be together as we have been all our lives?”

  His eyes, the wild blue of their father’s, looked deep into hers. “A distance in space means nothing. We are always together.”

  “I’m weepy and foolish, and I dislike it very much. I hope this mood is a brief one or I might curse myself.”

  “Well, you were given to tempers and sharp words toward the end of carrying young Sorcha. It may be I prefer the weeping.”

  “I don’t, that’s for certain.” She drank the tea, knowing it would settle her. “I’ll add a bit more to the tonic I give Kathel and Alastar, for the journey. Roibeard does well without it yet. He’s strong.”

  “He’s hunting now,” Eamon said of his hawk. “He goes farther each time. He goes north now, every day north. He knows, as we do, we’ll travel soon.”

  “We will send word ahead. We will be welcome at Ashford Castle. The children of Sorcha and Daithi. The Dark Witches will be made welcome.”

  “I’ll see to that.” He sat back with his own tea, smiled at her. “Hair like fire, is it?”

  As he’d wanted, she laughed. “Oh, and you’ll be struck dumb and half blind, I promise you, when you meet.”

  “Not I, my darling. Not I.”

  2

  FOR THE CHILDREN IT WAS AN ADVENTURE. THE IDEA OF a long journey, of the traveling to a new place—with the prize of a castle at the end of it, had Brin especially eager to go, to begin.

  While Brannaugh packed what they’d need, she thought again of that long-ago morning, rushing to do her mother’s bidding, packing all she was told to pack. So urgent, she thought now, so final. And that last look at her mother, burning with the power left in her, outside the cabin in the woods.

  Now she packed to go back, a duty, a destiny she’d always accepted. Eagerly wished for—until the birth of her first child, until that swamping flood of love for the boy who even now raced about all but feverish in his excitement.